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March 6th, 2012

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Tuesday, March 6th, 2012 06:12 am
I have all these elaborate things going through my head wanting to convey one simple fact. What I want so desperately, but for some reason, I just can't get it out. I've somehow lost the ability to paint the picture that I wanted to create. I lost the confidence to be who I want to be, do what I want to do. I can't help but second guess myself.

I'm so tired. I'm so worn down. I'm just so damn tired.

All these thoughts scream one thing, and these are the only words I can string together to make them make sense:

"I just want to start over."